October 28th, 2008

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Stressed ... Angry ... Damaged

I feel like I am going through a divorce-settlement. I am actually withdrawing (lose - win) where I am the losing side.  Interest ($$$) is lost, reliability in man is thrown out the window, and words ...  WORDS ... WORDS ARE EMPTY! 

I feel like giving up on this battle because it makes me irate and I think to myself, "Is this stress worth almost $10K?" ...  It is not even about the money but the principle.  The principle is simple, pay what is owed and stick to your words, if that is not going to happen then just say nothing.  Obviously there is no principles here - just emotional attachment and resentment.   I give up. 

You WIN!

-Liza Mae